04/08/26

So I've started progress on my game for the jam and also started brain storming for the Stobotnik AU thing X3
Keeping my Jam Progress a secret so I can put my wips in a bonus room at the end X3

I'm trying to figure out what I want to do for my Stobotnik AU, because realistically for the writing portion of it if I want it to be good (By the weirdo standards in my brain I hold myself to XP) I should stick to one story...
That doesn't stop me from drawing multiple AUs though X3 Buut that comes with its own set of challenges.

Those challenges being...
1. Drawing men half way decently
2. I've fallen back into the pit of hating my artstyle again XP

I wanted a moeblob inspired art style so bad and now that I've gotten closer to it I've realized I no longer really enjoy that style...
I think my inner child took the reigns for a little while too long on that XP
And I feel like using the "Ah I want a cutesy style anyway" has stunted my artistic growth a little XP

So I guess I'm playing with my art style again XD

I tried drawing Agent Stone a couple of times and... I hate it ^^' I hate it so much.
I'm wanting the artstyle I draw everything in to to match the tone of the AU I decide on... But I've been so indecisive with that... It makes it even harder.

But I have to decide on something XD I'm trying to make myself join these kinds of things to force myself to actually make things and remind myself how fun it is to create and talk to other people who enjoy the same things XP
For the longest time, I became weirdly shut-in-y, like it wasn't just in person that I was a anxious wreck, even online I was scared to talk to people. Or I just didn't have the energy to...

And I've mostly gotten out of it, with medication and telling myself I'm a little stupid for overthinking so hard, buuut sometimes I get that nagging feeling that people find me
obnoxious and too much and my brain screams for me to self isolate again, buuuuut I tell it no that's stupid and then buy it a little treat for sticking to the plan XD

That tangent aside XD
Working that 10 day straight was pretty rough, but went pretty fast all considering XD
And I was right X3 It was totally worth it X3

(My favorite outfit from the con) (The ribbon's I'd collected over the weekend X3)

My friend Josh wanted to go to the fizzy fox X3 So we had a little double date XP

I of course had to get a Dr's Orders to be on theme and match my bag XD and Josh got a Honeydew'd X3 He let me try a sip and it was ridiculously good XD

Also I had a pretty successful hunt X3

MARCH FAVES

My top 16 songs last month were: Angel in the Night- Basshunter, Boten Anna- Basshunter, I Can Walk on Water- Basshunter, Drunken Lament- Ludo,
Karakuri Pierrot- 40mP, The Unforgiven- Metallica, Hospital- The Used, Smooth- Santana, Dead Bite- Hollywood Undead, O Superman- Laurie Anderson, The Stage- Avenged Sevenfold,
If You Come Into My Heart- Jo Deok Bae, Face Down- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Everytime We Touch- CASCADA, The Bird and the Worm- The Used

It's been a month for my Eggman/Stobotnik hyperfixation XD
I've added quite a bit to my collection this month alone between the con and just lucking out on Hunts X3

Had another good couple of double dates this month, incuding at the con!! X3

Goals

Continue updating website

Update home page

Update index page

Update Character pages

Actually complete some projects

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