07/30/26

Art fight started off strong on day one by drawing and uploading two attacks and then I burnt the absolute piss out of my hand on the fourth XP
So I haven't gotten as many attacks done as I'd hope I would've this year (I had to wait for it to heal >~>) X3 But there's always next year >W<

Digital Attacks

Long Bacon Store <3 Date N(ot)ight

In The Name of The Moon I'll Revenge You!! What?

Voila Viola!! VENGEANCE!!!

Jammin' Revengezuz

Stuck Like Glue ESCAPE!!

Orange Cat Woah! Nice shoes!

Apple Dog Sticker Sheet

Paper Dolls

Cardboard Standee

Traditional Art

I found some Koupen plushies X3 I've been obsessed with Koupen since the 'I Don't Want to Get Out of the Futon' song was released in 2018 XD
Even though right now it feels a lot more like 'Natsu no Uta' XP There's been a damn heat wave >x<
And I've been watching the cute little anime made about them... I know it's a bit childish, but sometimes you need something light and fluffy to watch X3
Rambling aside though XD Look at them <3 <3 <3
I'm thinking of putting the baguette Koupen on my picnic basket X3

(Blueberry Koupen Keychain) (Baguette Koupen Keychain)

(Clover Koupen Plushie)

I've finally started taking some extra time to take better care of myself X3
I have both an appoinment to visit the doctor and an appointment to start with a therapist X3
I'm a little nervous about the therapy appointment only because I'm always a little anxious meeting new people, but I know it's going to be nice being
able to untangle some of my thoughts with a professional XD
Like I told the receptionist when I was setting up the appointment, I'm not in active crisis. I just need a little help working through some things :3
I'm coming up on a year since I had my last self-harm relapse, it's had me thinking about a lot of things that are definitely a higher pay grade then any of my friends or family
deserve dumped on them XP

I'm thinking of requesting that day off from work, to spend with myself and treat myself that day X3 Because looking back I don't really think I've ever been the kindest to myself XP
I've gotten better at in the past year, but for the longest time it was like I'd given up on myself entirely. Just content to be a listless shell of a person with no real plans
for the future >~>
I'm also planning on getting my first tattoo to celebrate my one year of being self-harm free X3 I'm gonna finally get my semi-colon X3
I want it to be a little more than just ' ; ', but I'm not sure what I want yet... I just want something to signify the promise to myself to live.

My weightloss has been going good X3 I'm down to 195 lbs now >:3 Just 5 lbs away from my current goal!! >W<
I finished reading 'The Art of Self Discipline' by Kimberly Olson, PhD and it's helped me stay on task with my dieting and excerize and also keeping promises to myself and others.

I'm also waaay too ready for Fall to start XD The leaves have already started changing and I've been buying my Autumn Supplies and getting stuff from my storage building XD
I'm trying to remember to savor the last bit of the summer before the warm weather goes away, but ahhhh I love Fall so much I just can't wait XD
I've already baked some apple spice muffins XD But I'm trying to hold back on everything else. I have a basket of fun fall stuff to use when we're finally in the season, but the little
ferret in my brain is like... But it'd be fun now... And it would, but... but!! it'll be worth it to wait XD
So I have to be content with just finding fun fall things and hoarding them in my little basket until it's started XD

JULY FAVES

My top 20 songs last month were:
It's 20 songs now because the email swap rules changed from 15 to 20 XD So Merry Christmas 4 extra songs (because I had been doing 16 on here XD)

But Not For Me- STOMACH BOOK (The music video is soooo cool asdjksdnhdsbj X3), Nothing Special - STOMACH BOOK, My Diorama - STOMACH BOOK,
SICK SICK SICK - STOMACH BOOK, Tainted Love/Where Did Our Love Go - Soft Cell, In My Room - Julia Wolf,
Looping the Rooms (Larping the Rooms) Remix - The Larping Tombstone, Run Rabbit - Mollie Elizabeth, misery. - pupsies, RTRT - Mili, Bad Romance - Halestorm Cover, I don't Care - FOB,
Bubble Pop Electric - Gwen Stefani, Lovefool - The Cardigans, Dear God - The Pretty Reckless, Just A Girl - No Doubt, Pick Up The Phone - Falling In Reverse,
The Drug In Me Is You - Falling In Reverse, Voices In My Head - Falling In Reverse, Popular Monster - Falling In Reverse

Goals

Continue updating website

Update home page

Update index page

Update Character pages

Actually complete some projects

Planning

Uploads for October for the month of spooky~

Hatoful Boyfriend: Holiday Star Play-through XP